Reality

There comes a time in life where you take a moment, sit back, and think... Is anyone really there for you when you need them most? Or even anytime at all? I realized I put way too much devotion into my friendships, and yet I'm the one that gets the least back. I'm tired, I'm exhausted, I'm alone. I can finally see that, thanks to you. Thank you for ignoring me over something so bitty, something I had no control over. Thank you for hurting me so bad that reality had to hit me in the face and wake me up.